phase two...

my dear blog;

"engkau mmg seorg yg pandai menipu
dan menghancurkan hidup yang begitu indah,
begitu indah..."
-by short term memory-

the hardest phase, the phase that you are trying to wake up from long sleep and keep telling to yourself that everything will be ok and you are doing the right thing... i should take advice from frens few months ago when they said "he just treat you as a friend with benefits"... yah my fault, i should listen to them but there's no way to turn back time... sekarang, aku tak perlu fikir benda benda yang dah lepas, aku ada tanggungjawab untuk benda benda yang akan dtg... i know i can get through this... yang selebih nya aku serah pada tuhan, tuhan itu maha adil... things happen with a reason... karma pasti akan menjalankan tugasnya...

p/s: i fucking hate you!

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