phase one...

my dear blog;

have you watched sex and the city? not the sex part la, but the part that carrie choose to sleep and avoiding sun light during her vacation at mexico, when her heart was hurt so bad... that's what i want to do right now, i just want to sleep 24x7, cover all my window with dark curtain, switch off my mobile and stay away from the outside world... especially FB!

the part that carrie decided to switch on her phone and once the phone was on, she heard mr.big's voice through the voicemail and she threw the phone into the sea... i cried everytime i watched that part... i can feel her emotions that time...

i thought i dun have to get through this again since the last 1 year plus tragedy... but hey! here i am... again... i thought it is easy as it is suppose to be... but i know it's just a matter of time... i just need to get busy... and i will be ok....


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