kula shaker...

my dear blog,

kalau ada yg cancel tak jadi pergi and nak jual ticket tu sila ym saya ye...

ym : farathebugbuster

thanking you in advance


Note : Nevermind, we decided not to go anyway :)


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in the making...

my dear blog,




good times for a change
see, the luck I've had
can make a good man
turn bad

so please please please
let me, let me, let me
let me get what I want
this time

haven't had a dream in a long time
see, the life I've had
can make a good man bad

so for once in my life
let me get what I want
lord knows, it would be the first time
lord knows, it would be the first time


song: please please please let me get what i want
by the smiths


note: i need magic this time *pray hard*


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once in a while, in my busy life... i do think about you... and all the fun and jokes that we used to laugh together...

my dear blog,

i carry your heart with me

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it (anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet)
i want no world (for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

By E E Cummings


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ahad...

my dear blog;

agenda : tennis inter-c games final (HP vs Shell)
location : PERMATA, bangi
situation : super nervous!!


+wish.me.luck+


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the result...

my dear blog,

alhamdulillah..
we won today's match... the final will be on the next sunday... yeah yaw!


nota:kulit saya sudah kembali kelabu :(


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8.3 hrs...

my dear blog,

location : PERMATA, bangi
agenda: inter-c shell tennis tournament

another 8.3 hrs... after so many years... i'm gonna meet the tennis court again... DEMMIT! i never feel so nervous like this before... ergh! i hope that everything will be ok... i hope that i still can hit the ball right and have the energy to run left and right of the court...

wish me luck!


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one day, i'm gonna be a beautiful butterfly...

my dear blog;

when everything falls apart... we will think that, this is the end of the world... but just think about it... it's just a new beginning... a good beginning...

{smile}


note: i see rainbow today :)


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busy mode [ON] ...

my dear blog;

pagi ini bila saya memandu ke office sengaja saya off kan penyaman udara, saya bukak tingkap luas2 biarkan kan angin pagi masuk… sejuk, tapi mcm ada satu rasa aman… mata ada sedikit pedih, mungkin sebb tak cukup tido, mana tak nya balik kerja semalam malam pon dah pukul 2.30 pagi, sekarang jam 7 pagi dah duduk di cubicle office… sejak akhir2 ni mmg agak sibuk, hectic sesaja… tapi takpe, saya suka busy, saya suka bila saya teramat amat busy so that I dun have to think the unnecessarily things… life will be much more easier… kalau boleh weekend pon nak keje… saya nak busy hari2… weekend ni pon saya buka meja berniaga di frinjan, setiap jumaat saya ada di tennis court di mmu, training… saya dah main tennis balik dan saya dah mula intai2 kelas music dan tgk schedule saya kalau boleh selit2 masa, tak tau la, mungkin nak sambung balik kelas piano yg dah terbengkalai sejak habis sekolah dulu atau belajar main alat music yang lain… tgk je la nanti… masih tak sure…

sekarang saya nak jadi satu, satu individu sahaja, dlm konteks individu tu hanya ada saya… saya seorang sahaja… kalau boleh saya mau kotak2 tarikh di organizer saya penuh dgn hal2 yang berkaitan dengan kerja… cukup lah semua input dan output yang memeningkan kepala saya selama ni… saya rasa berdiam diri adalah lebih baik…

i just want everything is in the right place and everyone is happy…


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this one is for you...

my dear blog;

hai sayang.... marila kita pergi tengok wayang!

hahahaha... apala... anyway today (tgk jam dah masuk hari baru) ok, ok, actualy yesterday was my other half's birthday... sayam bayam, happy birthday la la la la la *hugs* - ini di taip di sms masa wish tadi- i'm so so so so soooooo sorry ye... sorry lambat wish, lately i'm damn busy.. kerja yang sangat ramai buat saya hilang ingatan seketika... tapi... TAPI! u tetap dlm hati i... kalau dgr mp3 yg penuh dgn lagu keepsake i tringat kat u... kalau nampak keta kancil kaler gold pon i tringat kat u... apa lagi? apa lagi? byk okeh!!! nak nak bila masa kita mcm tak ingat dunia travel sana sini ala last last minit... herph... dearie, deep inside u are the one who make me strong... I LOVE YOU VERY STRONG lah!!!!

Helda Shanaz Abd Halim, happy birthday!!!! *peluk kuat2*


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