Insecure...

My dear blog;

At this moment... If you feel like crying but having difficulty in doing that.... and when you realize when you cry you can throw out all the uneasy feeling out from your body... because it is not wrong to cry sometime... and I think after you cry all out you will feel much much more better.... so... if you feel like crying just listen to this song... it helps you... and it helps me out... *post*

p/s: scroll down to the bottom and you can see the mp3 player. Click at the play button and enjoy the song...

Azure Ray
November

So i'm waiting for this test to end
So these lighter days can soon begin
I'll be alone but maybe more carefree
Like a kite that floats so effortlessly
I was afraid to be alone
Now I’m scared that’s how id like to be
All these faces none the same
How can there be so many personalities
So many lifeless empty hands
So many hearts in great demand
And now my sorrow seems so far away
Until i'm taken by these bolts of pain
But i turn them off and tuck them away
Till these rainy days that make them stay
And then i'll cry so hard to these sad songs
And the words still ring, once here now gone
And they echo through my head everyday
And i don’t think they'll ever go away
Just like thinking of your childhood home
But we can’t go back we're on our own
Oh...
But i'm about to give this one more shot
And find it in myself
I’ll find it in myself
So were speeding towards that time of year
To the day that marks you're not here
And i think i'll want to be alone
So please understand that i don’t answer the phone
I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls
Until i can see nothing at all
Only particles some fast some slow
All my eyes can see is all i know
Ohh...
But i'm about to give this one more shot
And find it in myself
I'll find it in myself