Dia dan sejarahnya...

My dear blog;

Aku dah tau... aku dah lihat dan aku dah cuba menyedapkan hati sendiri bahawa semua itu sudah menjadi sejarah... at last... aku berjaya lupakan sejarah dia...

tapi...

tiba tiba... gambaran itu terbayang bayang... terngiang ngiang... dia dan sejarahnya... dan entah kenapa aku takut kan sesuatu... kemungkinan akan ada... dia dan sejarah baru...

atau...

aku yang paranoid... takutkan sejarah sendiri.... *post*

The Anatomy...

My dear blog;

Grey's Anatomy is back... with the new season... so, I upload the soundtrack song from previous season - Get Set Go (wait) to refresh back the mood... hehehe... so, Gray's Anatomy fan... don't forget, tonight at 10.45pm NTV... enjoy! *post*

p/s: click at play button at the MP3 player for the song.

YM...

My dear blog;

Dah tak bleh YM kat opissssss!!!! sucks ah!... sekian terima kasih... *post*

Boy always be boy...

My dear blog:

Selalunye dia:

• Tak perasan yang kita ni tuka style rambut - Takpe dimaafkan
• Tak perasan kita pakai baju/anything yang baru - Takpe dimaafkan
• Tak berapa ingat sesetengah tarikh yang penting - Err... Lepas kena pujuk kira ok la, dimaafkan.
• Tak ingat bila pesan suruh burn list lagu yang diberi - Takpe dimafkan
• Tak ingat tarikh hari ni apa - What?... betul... ada jugak kes nih... Takpe dimaafkan
• Tak ingat apa apa - Ni kira mcm kes hilang ingatan sebentar (di alam yg lain) ... Takpe dimaafkan
• Tak ingat nak bawak hp - Biasa la kan... Takpe dimaafkan

Tapi kalau...

• Tak ingat phone number gf sendiri walaupun dah nak masuk 2 taun couple - BOLEH?!!! rasa macam nak maki pun ada.

Alasan yang diberi:

Robet: "Dah phone pakai address book... dial ikut situ jela... so, mcmana nak ingat phone number tuh"

Aku: "@#*&^!)(^#$(" - sila translate sendiri.

*post*

Insecure...

My dear blog;

At this moment... If you feel like crying but having difficulty in doing that.... and when you realize when you cry you can throw out all the uneasy feeling out from your body... because it is not wrong to cry sometime... and I think after you cry all out you will feel much much more better.... so... if you feel like crying just listen to this song... it helps you... and it helps me out... *post*

p/s: scroll down to the bottom and you can see the mp3 player. Click at the play button and enjoy the song...

Azure Ray
November

So i'm waiting for this test to end
So these lighter days can soon begin
I'll be alone but maybe more carefree
Like a kite that floats so effortlessly
I was afraid to be alone
Now I’m scared that’s how id like to be
All these faces none the same
How can there be so many personalities
So many lifeless empty hands
So many hearts in great demand
And now my sorrow seems so far away
Until i'm taken by these bolts of pain
But i turn them off and tuck them away
Till these rainy days that make them stay
And then i'll cry so hard to these sad songs
And the words still ring, once here now gone
And they echo through my head everyday
And i don’t think they'll ever go away
Just like thinking of your childhood home
But we can’t go back we're on our own
Oh...
But i'm about to give this one more shot
And find it in myself
I’ll find it in myself
So were speeding towards that time of year
To the day that marks you're not here
And i think i'll want to be alone
So please understand that i don’t answer the phone
I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls
Until i can see nothing at all
Only particles some fast some slow
All my eyes can see is all i know
Ohh...
But i'm about to give this one more shot
And find it in myself
I'll find it in myself