a break..

My dear blog;

At this moment i need a break... don't bother to visit for the time being... will update you guys later... *post*

kamu...

My dear blog;

kamu... ye kamu... kamu sangat memualkan wahai perlakon terhebat!!!... tepukan gemuruh buat kamu... *post*

Phase one...

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I got my appetite back... that’s a good sign huh?! *post*

karma... kalau bukan sekarang, esok mungkin...

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sesungguhnya tuhan itu maha adil... dia ada rencana yg lebih baik utk aku... tuhan itu maha mengetahui... menyesal?... tak guna benda dah jadi... ada banyak benda lain yg aku perlu pentingkan... *post*

without a title...

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After so many years... after so many days... it takes only one day to end it... I wish I have the strenght to get through this... *sigh*

*post*

Rostam nama nye... part 2

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Ini la rostam... comel kan????... tapi dia dah di kasik pada tuan yg sepatutnya... tapi tula dah nak pegi baru buat aksi comel yg over tuh... siap main main kat dlm rumah kecik dia tu tadi... bye bye rostam... jangan makan banyak sgt tau... *post*

Rostam nama nye...

My dear blog;

Aku ada teman baru rostam nama nye... baru je kenal, masa buka puasa kat Ikea last week... sangat suka tido... bangun lambat... haishhh apa nak jadi la dgn rostam aku sorg nih... apa apa pun dia sangat comel bak kata org tuh 'sedap mata memandang'... tapi dia ni agak pemalu, dah la nama ol skool... apa apa pun aku dah start sayang kat dia *malu*... rostam, I lab u lah! *post*

maybe...

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Maybe i'm trying too hard... or maybe it's not the right time.... *post*

Puasa ke tak puasa?

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bulan puasa dah nak dekat, next week je... herph... mana ek Ramadhan buffet yang best?... herphhhh..... *post*

*phew*

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What a week... hectic!!!... date lines... meetings... leadership trainning.... erghhh!!! I need a vacation, to an Island maybe... hoping that next week will be a better week for me... have a good weekend y'all!!! *post*

masalah dan permasalahan...

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ditipu... memang meyakitkan... masalah nye sekarang ni, aku kah atau dia kah yang di tipu?... dia menipu apa yang dia rasa? dan aku menipu apa yang aku rasa?... untuk menutup kes, kami buat buat semua nye ok sahaja... jadi kesimpulan nya, dua dua menipu? menipu diri sendiri?... haihhh~~ kusut! *post*

Here they come again...

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*post*

sejak dua menjak...

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sejak dua menjak ini, aku agak clumsy... aku tertumpah air Yakult dalam bag, lantas (ayat favourite robet) phone aku terendam sekali dalam kepekatan air Yakult tu.... erghhh kena hanta repair, so skang ni aku pakai balik phone analog aku tuh, so takyah la nak fwd phone number pakai business card, sah sah aku takleh nak bukak file tuh... dan aku selalu terlanggar tiang la, bucu katil la hishh mcm mcm adengan (ke adegan?) clumsy aku terserlah... hish apa nak kena la dengan aku sejak dua menjak nih... *post*

yesterday...

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Yesterday... Yes, yesterday was amazing... *post*

setelah mengharungi kepayahan dan dugaan, akhirnya...

My dear blog,

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aku turun 3.5kg... amazing tak??? hehehe yeeeahhhhaa!!! aku akan berusaha dgn lebih gigih lagi.... *post*

Halong Bay

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Some pictures to share during my vacation at Vietnam last January... Enjoy!

*post*

At this moment...

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I just need to stay calm... be positive... because I don't give a damn anymore...

*post*

bermain api...

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Bermain api… dan tunggu… kalau selamat hidup, kalau tak selamat terbakar… tapi aku tak nak terbakar satu kampung… aku ada keluarga yang perlu aku selamatkan… “ko gila fara, keluar aja dari situ!!” kata teman… tapi aku cuma melihat… jadi aku tunggu… kalau selamat hidup, kalau tak selamat terbakar… *post*

isu dan semasa...

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mood aku skang ialah sangat sedih... kenapa ye bila aku dah rapat dengan office mate aku mesti lepas tuh dia resign... herph... and kenapa ye bila aku join satu company tuh, after aku dah rasa comfortable with that company, some issue akan timbul... bukan issue apa pun, issue tak puas hati ngan bonus, increment (tapi tak melibatkan aku), ketidakpuasan terhadap company tuh sampai buat agenda 'mari berenti kerja beramai-ramai'... ok tu bukan masalah besar... yg masalah nye skang ni, office mate yg paling rapat dgn aku, yg aku boleh share problem tahap nangis sama sama ni and siap pergi holiday together dgn tunang masing masing tanpa rasa akward, sudah tender resignation letter... sedih... sedih... sebab bila dia tender surat tuh dia email and just taip "fara, bye bye :( "... I mean even dia pon mcm tak larat nak taip panjang kot... bila kitorg borak pasal reason dia berenti siap sebak sebak... lap air mata ok... ahhh... kawan yg susah payah pikir mcmana nak tolong kita mmg tak ramai... I mean boleh dikira and pasti nye tak lebih 3 jari kot... eh jap kira balik... herph... entahla... lebih 2 jari kengkadang... anyway... tiap kali aku mendail ext number dia aku akan cancel balik call tu sebab tak sampai hati nak tanya or dengar suara sedih dia... sebab tekak aku akan rasa sebak, and setiap kali dia nak cakap suara dia akan mengigil tahan sedih... ok skang mata aku dah berkaca... i should stop writting... to my dear friend, good luck... jgn lupa aku ok... kita mesti pi holiday sesama lagi walaupun dah beranak pinak ok... :(

*post*

b for busy...

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kerja di office yg menimbun buat aku 'emo' sepanjang minggu nih... nasib baik takde internet connection di rumah baru, takde la aku bawak kerja tu balik rumah... herph.. entahla.. rasa nak menjerit sengsorg dlm office ni pon ada tapi kang ada plak yg pandang aku semacam je kang... dlm tension tension nih aku terpikir kan future aku... carrier move aku... mana arah aku or di mana tempat aku after 3 years dgn company nih... entahla... aku rasa malas la plak nak melompat ke company lain (malas pi interview sebenarnya)... and aku dah rasa selesa plak dgn area tempat tinggal aku skang nih... 15mins drive to office, no tol, jimat minyak... aihhh... kang tempat keja baru kena pi cyberjaya plak (sebab bidang aku byk office nye di sana)... kita tgk la mcmana nanti.. aku kasi tempoh lagi setaun kalau tak bergerak jugak, aku la yang patut menggerakan diri sendiri... lama sgt kat comfort zone pon tak bagus jugak kan?... *post*


nota utk en. awak: awak jgn korek idong time drive boleh tak? nanti eksiden