Quizzical...

My Dear Blog;

Love's quizzical... *smile* *post*

Working too hard...

My dear blog;

He thinks I'm 'working too hard'... and I think I should take a rest... or maybe I'm just a substitute, nothing special... not worth for him commit... *post*

Leaving on the jet plane...

My dear blog;


Departure: 11.40am
Destination: Indonesia
Mood: Holiday

*post*

Helda suka mandi berjam jam lamanya....

My dear blog;

I'm at Helda's house waiting for her to go out for dinner... it' s almost one hour and I dun know what she's doing in the toilet.... *ergh*

I'm currently busy with my work and still practicing wake up early in the morning (6am every weekdays)... hehe believe it or not... and I guess I'm doing well so far... *smile*

I heard this rumor saying that I have problem with my girlfriends which is not true... so, keep some of your free time for something good rather than reading me and my gf's journal and asking your friend about the true story... anyway thanks for dropping by and your concern to know about our daily life stories... we really appreciate it...

I have same dreams with the same person almost everyday... I dun know why... and I've been thinking about this person lately... *ergh*

Someone lied to me or maybe not... but it's look like one... and it's really pissed me off... I dun want to know the truth... so here I am with the silent mode.... *post*

Forgive and forget

My dear blog;

Everything seems different now... something happen... something that makes me wake up and open my eyes... the moment I realize what is the true friendship is... we laugh, we cry... we got into trouble but one thing my dear friend... I'll be there for you... we'll get through this together no matter what it is... and our secret is still safe... but I hope one day... one fine day everything will be ok and we can be together like before... we miss u dear... but this is for your own good... I hope u'll be ok and be strong...

Nothing much to say here... life seems ok now... I think to forgive and forget is the best thing right now... and just move with the flow... that's how the life is... problems and broken heart make us grow up... make me wake up and realize what is important and worth to be with... I'm happy with my friends and especially my love, Robet... Helda and Diera, u guys really teach me how the real friendship is... Diera, I hope you doing fine over there... we'll miss u dear...

Ok, I have my real life back... I'm working with CSA now and they put me under ASTRO project... I hope i'm doing ok there *pray*.... I'm the only malay in the team... and I don't have problem with that... I'm proud and glad to be a part of the team... so all the best to me~! *post*

When my life change...

Dear My blog;

Being jobless for one month really makes my life up side down. I feel so unproductive hahaha. I can’t imagine how’s my life will be if I still jobless for next coming 3 months. But I guess I need rest for 1 month first before I start my new life with the new job.

I played footsal last Friday (believe it or not, but I guess I fall in love with it) and I start to cook my own meal (since I have plenty of time with myself). I hope it’s only for one month. Please I need my real life back. I’m workaholic (am I?) … I just can’t stay at home doing ‘housewife’ routine thing… watch drama swasta and AF… I guess my life slowly change into that right now… Erghhhhh!!! NOOO!!! Please bring back my busy life… stay at home doing nothing is not healthy for me… Pity to Robet for paying the sundry goods for me… I owe u one dear… Don’t worry, I already sent tons of resume and attended lots of interviews and now I just wait for the feedback call… wish me luck! *post*

Tiramisu anyone?!

My dear blog;

I'm waiting for an important call... Gosh! I'm nervous... It's scary... It's really an adrenalin-boosting event!... I really need a slice of tiramisu... *post*

At last...

My dear blog;

At last I quit my job with Digi... *post*

wonderwall...

My dear blog;

"and after all... you are my wonderwall..."

-oasis-

My life...

My dear blog;

My life is my only love.... *post*

If i...

My dear blog;

If I have license to kill... u are the first one to be my victim... *post*

Back from holidays...

My dear blog;

Ok i'm back... after the 'holidays' ... yup! I had a great time... ergh... I love beach... took some pictures but damn lazy to edit it *actualy i have such a lame PC* ... but i'm still trying to edit all the pictures... just click at My Deviantart link at the right hand side of this blog... after the strugle with the PC... I managed to edit ONE! hahahha... *at least, one is better that nothing*... I really have a great time.. meeting new friends *kudos to Rhona, Izhar and Shafiz-sorrie if I spell the name wrongly*... they are such nice people... the experience when a stranger knocked our chalet door *damn I scared that time*... hahaha thanks to Helda and Diera for the 'superb holiday' together... Yup! we had fun right?... Er... 'Phuket' rules aight? *LOL*.... *post*

*Not forgoten, kudos to Kong and Sharil... our bodyguard hehehe

The L...

My dear blog;

I ------- hate liars!!!... *post*

It's raining... *wink*

My dear blog;

It's raining outside... heavy rain... erghhh I wish I at home now... but too bad i'm still in the office, i'll be going back at 1am... received an sms from someone... he off to bed now... ergh.. damn envy him... I want my bed!!! *scream* I hope no flood outside there... *pray*.... ok now I'm scared... the rain really make me scared... please please no flood... I dun want to stuck in this lame office until morning... *pray hard*... *post*

V day...

My dear blog;

Happy Valentines day!!!... thanks for the roses, lollipop and the pink card... hehee... Not forgotten the sweet sms too... Oh yah, thanks for the big love shape pillow... *muash* Really appreciate it... *post*

They day we fly together...

My dear blog;

Background music: Joga-Bjork
Mood: Flying

hahaha... I miss someone... I really am-ed ... *iklan sebentar* Ok... I have a blast birthday celebration... yup! the best birthday ever... at 1.30am... I went to Ampang to meet someone... than I got this 'suprise'... a birthday cake with candle with a 'lovely' birthday song... then a typical 'blow the candle' ceremony... ahhahaa *laugh* then I got this cute teddy bear... *smile* this is the first time someone treat me so nice on my birthday and I really appreciate it... *hugs*

Then on the 9th itself... me and my gfs went to Genting Highlands... oh yah! we enjoyed ourselves so damn much!... Guys, u really make my day... We had fun right?... *muash* I know one day we will be separated... but I hope we won't forget the day we met and the day we had fun together... love u guys so damn much! *post*

*Credits to Helda for the picture's stock.

Fix my blog please...

My dear blog;

So here I am back to work after 2 days off... ergh... I really dun have the mood to work plus I guess I'm still sleeping now... *ZZzzz* ergh... working on Saturday really makes me feel like i'm in the twilight zone... I wish i'm out there hang out with my friends...

I dun know what happen to my blog... it seems the settings is not right... there's one big gap at the up side of the frame... I've check the coding but still i can't figure out what's wrong with it... herph.. someone please help me... fix my blog... *post*

The clock is ticking...

My dear blog;

"This night has opened my eyes

and I will never sleep again..."

-morrissey-

Tik! tok! tik! tok!.... hehe the clock in ticking... herph.. ergh... sharp at 12am I turn to er... *Shh* hahah I'm not going to reveal my age... yah.. it's my birthday... so happy birthday to me... how am I feel?... erghh... biasa biasa aja deh... *smile* thanks to all for the wish... thanks to Lia for the sharp 12am msg that she sent to me... she's the first person who wish me... *smile* and Zai for the second one... you guys are superb!.. *post*

Starts witout me...

My dear blog;

"Be not afraid of growing slowly,

Be afraid only if standing still"

Tomorrow is my off day... yipiee!!... *jumping around* I'm going back to my hometown (batu Pahat) tomorrow...Remember that I wrote about what I did with my bonus?... heheh *jeng jeng jeng* Just wait ok...so I'm not going to blog for two days...

When I wake up this morning I feel like I'm loosing something... *sigh*... when I wake up this morning I hope what had happen is only a dream ... but it's not... now, I'm letting you go.. I hope you're happy with your new life... *post*

"If you start without me say my name as you begin

It’s not like it wasn’t all for you

But like everything i do it’s misunderstood

Take a message i’m on my way out of town..."

My Myspace acc...

My dear blog;

My deleted my myspace acc... the reason?... I dun know... bored? maybe... maybe because I'm mad and I want to run away from him... I'm not suppose to run right?... but I have to... I dun know why... I'm confused... I dun know to whom should I believe now... differ people differ story... I dun know... all mixed up... *sigh*

I guess I'm ok now... I dun know... I have to be 'ok'... I have no choice...*sigh*... More explanation on this really make me confused... it's something like there's pulling string situation... so I choose to leave... because I really want him to be happy...

I really love something with polka dots... I got this shoes for Rm20.. cheap rite?... hehe I guess.. because this type of shoes normally cost for Rm30 above... ahhh~~ I really cheap stuff... *pots*