Tiramisu anyone?!

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I'm waiting for an important call... Gosh! I'm nervous... It's scary... It's really an adrenalin-boosting event!... I really need a slice of tiramisu... *post*

At last...

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At last I quit my job with Digi... *post*

wonderwall...

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"and after all... you are my wonderwall..."

-oasis-

My life...

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My life is my only love.... *post*

If i...

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If I have license to kill... u are the first one to be my victim... *post*

Back from holidays...

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Ok i'm back... after the 'holidays' ... yup! I had a great time... ergh... I love beach... took some pictures but damn lazy to edit it *actualy i have such a lame PC* ... but i'm still trying to edit all the pictures... just click at My Deviantart link at the right hand side of this blog... after the strugle with the PC... I managed to edit ONE! hahahha... *at least, one is better that nothing*... I really have a great time.. meeting new friends *kudos to Rhona, Izhar and Shafiz-sorrie if I spell the name wrongly*... they are such nice people... the experience when a stranger knocked our chalet door *damn I scared that time*... hahaha thanks to Helda and Diera for the 'superb holiday' together... Yup! we had fun right?... Er... 'Phuket' rules aight? *LOL*.... *post*

*Not forgoten, kudos to Kong and Sharil... our bodyguard hehehe

The L...

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I ------- hate liars!!!... *post*

It's raining... *wink*

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It's raining outside... heavy rain... erghhh I wish I at home now... but too bad i'm still in the office, i'll be going back at 1am... received an sms from someone... he off to bed now... ergh.. damn envy him... I want my bed!!! *scream* I hope no flood outside there... *pray*.... ok now I'm scared... the rain really make me scared... please please no flood... I dun want to stuck in this lame office until morning... *pray hard*... *post*

V day...

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Happy Valentines day!!!... thanks for the roses, lollipop and the pink card... hehee... Not forgotten the sweet sms too... Oh yah, thanks for the big love shape pillow... *muash* Really appreciate it... *post*

They day we fly together...

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Background music: Joga-Bjork
Mood: Flying

hahaha... I miss someone... I really am-ed ... *iklan sebentar* Ok... I have a blast birthday celebration... yup! the best birthday ever... at 1.30am... I went to Ampang to meet someone... than I got this 'suprise'... a birthday cake with candle with a 'lovely' birthday song... then a typical 'blow the candle' ceremony... ahhahaa *laugh* then I got this cute teddy bear... *smile* this is the first time someone treat me so nice on my birthday and I really appreciate it... *hugs*

Then on the 9th itself... me and my gfs went to Genting Highlands... oh yah! we enjoyed ourselves so damn much!... Guys, u really make my day... We had fun right?... *muash* I know one day we will be separated... but I hope we won't forget the day we met and the day we had fun together... love u guys so damn much! *post*

*Credits to Helda for the picture's stock.

Fix my blog please...

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So here I am back to work after 2 days off... ergh... I really dun have the mood to work plus I guess I'm still sleeping now... *ZZzzz* ergh... working on Saturday really makes me feel like i'm in the twilight zone... I wish i'm out there hang out with my friends...

I dun know what happen to my blog... it seems the settings is not right... there's one big gap at the up side of the frame... I've check the coding but still i can't figure out what's wrong with it... herph.. someone please help me... fix my blog... *post*

The clock is ticking...

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"This night has opened my eyes

and I will never sleep again..."

-morrissey-

Tik! tok! tik! tok!.... hehe the clock in ticking... herph.. ergh... sharp at 12am I turn to er... *Shh* hahah I'm not going to reveal my age... yah.. it's my birthday... so happy birthday to me... how am I feel?... erghh... biasa biasa aja deh... *smile* thanks to all for the wish... thanks to Lia for the sharp 12am msg that she sent to me... she's the first person who wish me... *smile* and Zai for the second one... you guys are superb!.. *post*

Starts witout me...

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"Be not afraid of growing slowly,

Be afraid only if standing still"

Tomorrow is my off day... yipiee!!... *jumping around* I'm going back to my hometown (batu Pahat) tomorrow...Remember that I wrote about what I did with my bonus?... heheh *jeng jeng jeng* Just wait ok...so I'm not going to blog for two days...

When I wake up this morning I feel like I'm loosing something... *sigh*... when I wake up this morning I hope what had happen is only a dream ... but it's not... now, I'm letting you go.. I hope you're happy with your new life... *post*

"If you start without me say my name as you begin

It’s not like it wasn’t all for you

But like everything i do it’s misunderstood

Take a message i’m on my way out of town..."

My Myspace acc...

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My deleted my myspace acc... the reason?... I dun know... bored? maybe... maybe because I'm mad and I want to run away from him... I'm not suppose to run right?... but I have to... I dun know why... I'm confused... I dun know to whom should I believe now... differ people differ story... I dun know... all mixed up... *sigh*

I guess I'm ok now... I dun know... I have to be 'ok'... I have no choice...*sigh*... More explanation on this really make me confused... it's something like there's pulling string situation... so I choose to leave... because I really want him to be happy...

I really love something with polka dots... I got this shoes for Rm20.. cheap rite?... hehe I guess.. because this type of shoes normally cost for Rm30 above... ahhh~~ I really cheap stuff... *pots*

Hot Mocca!...

My dear blog;

This is my lazy week, or maybe lazy month... I dun have the mood to do anything... even eat... er... wait... I have plenty of mood for eating...*kidding* hehehe... I wish I can lay down on my bed doing nuthing... and by the end of the month I still get my salary *eh?* hahaha I WISH!... Being alone all this week really make me unproductive...

I watched Zanthura alone last night... the movie impact was so-so... but the lilboy is cute...




I miss Robet already... he's at his hometown now (Ipoh) for chinese new year holiday... I know this is really not me... to write about my bf... but I don't know... with him I feel different... I know there will be some of my friend or maybe enemy will feel 'yucky' about this... but hey it's my life, my journal... I have the right to write whatever that I want... i dun want to act 'macho', pretend that i don't bother about relationship... I may be differ from you and I can't be you...

I watched Mocca last week, I know this is quite late to write about them... hehehee me with my lazy brain... Arena/Arina (don't know how to spell the name), she's amazing, adorable, cute, lovely... oh dear... she's superb!... I love her!... her voice, the way she talk... grrrrr... hahahha plus I love Mocca so much... and I miss listening to their song since Robet stuck the cassete in my player (until now it's still stuck in there)... *grrr*... But it's ok... I bought the new cd already... My Diaries... hehhe such a sweet voice... such a sweet melody... love them big time!...

I love the traffic now... hahah it's public holiday... so no jammed... *yipie*... I like to drive during this days... so tomorrow is the last day for the leisure in driving... the crowd will be back in Wednesday... what a lame...

I think I getting 'fatter' and 'fatter' everyday... hahaha... my office mate keep saying this word to me... my hips getting bigger and bigger... erghh... I can't fit my old jeans anymore... *geee*... if previous days I really want to gain my weight but today, hell no!... please stop growing Fara... please... but my mom like it... she's keep saying to my sis in law that I'm 'happy' now that's whyI gain my weight... *duh!*

I mentioned before that I got invitation from Nat to join her for Japan trip right? too bad I have to cancel... so no Japan... it's ok maybe next time...I did used all the money for something else... wanna know what is that 'something'?... hehehe secret! later, when everything is confirm I'll post another journal about 'it'... *post*

I wish I can kill myself...

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Today is disaster.... network failure!!!... Argh... I wish I'm vanish from this world... plus it's Chinese New Year... customer really want to use the line ... pity them... but what can I do... erghh!

Zai made this for me... she hopes this thing can cheer me up!.. ergh I wish!... but thanks Zai, it's so nice of you... it did cheer me up (for a few second) hahhaa... oh dear... when this network thingy will be resolves... *post*

The J town...

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I returned my mom's car last Thursday... I drove to Johore alone at 12pm and took the bus back to KL at 6.30pm... what a hectic day... so now I got my Nicky back... but he's not like before... his bumper is in black colour and the whole body is in gold... can you imagine how not handsome he is???.... *erghhh*

I can't wait for my salary day... i'm in an alert mode now... I have to pretend there's no Mcd next to my apartment... I have to close my eyes when I passed Sushi King... I have to budget... I really want to eat sushi badly... ergh.. I really really want it... yup! 27th is my off day... and Sushi King is the first place i'll go... *grins*


I have lots of plan for my bonus... it's 4 months salary... *yipie* What can u do with 4 months salary? *gulp* hahaha now I'm scared... suddenly Nat called me... herph.. guess what.. a trip to Japan.. *wink wink* Can you think what I'm thinking?... OMG... is it for real? I dunno... I have to grab my calculator and start to calculate my budget back... but I can't promise her... the answer maybe yes or no... but I hope for yes!... Nat, just hang on there... I'll let you know the result as soon as possible... *pray* Whoahhh!! if this is real... er.. er.. I dunno know what to say... I'm totally speechless... please gimme the right word to say *post*

Clueless...

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When shit happen and you're totally clueless what to do, what will u do? u just want to sit down by your own selve? or u want to look around to find some help?... I prefer to solve it my by myself since I don't want to make things complicated among me and other people... but I'm glad that I have Azah and Bard... they come without me to find them... I feel like screaming out loud... I understand if other people not understand... because the problem is mine not them... so who am I to force them to understand?... even my dad have change.. everything's not like before... am i feel free to tell my friends?... what will I get as response?... I don't know... and i don't even want to try... so I choose to sit silently... u know where to find me when u need me... *post*

The 'A'!!! The what??!!

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Accident!!!... I hate when this happen... I dun have the mood to write today... what can I say is... how to find the money to fix everything.. I wish I have a rich dad so that he can pay everything... erghhhhhh!!!! *post*

Nervous he is.....

My dear blog;

First of all I wanna wish all the Muslim 'Selamat Hari Raya Korban'... I have splendid celebration... my parents come over to my place... they brought me the food all the way from Johore... ketupat, sambal goreng, rendang, nasi tomato, ayam masak merah ect ect... *yummy!* I really miss my mom's cook and I really enjoyed the meal... but the best part is, this is the first time my parents meet Robet... hahahha... I can see his nervous face and he claim that he keeps going to the toilet before he went to my house... hahhahah.. it's so funny when he tried to act 'cool' and 'polite'.. out of sudden everything that came out from his mouth is in proper word... he came with the blue shirt that I bought for him... I love to see him in that shirt-ed... I wish I can take his picture with that nervous face... but I can't because I'm nervous too.... hahahha...

The best part is... my parents.... erghhh... at last!!!... they approve 'this one'... well, i'm the only daughter so for them to accept a 'guy' in my life is difficult... but as for Robet, he passed... *smile* My dad, he likes Robet character... my mom, she likes him because he tied his hair nicely... *phew!!!* I like guy with long hair but my mom don't... I'm glad she's ok with Robet's hair... *phew!!* I can feel the cockroach roaming inside my stomach and I dun know how to act but I bet Robet felt the same... This is the first time my dad sit down with me and talk about the 'guy' in my life... yeay! I'm not my daddy's lil girl anymore... I'm big girl now...

I pray hard... I hope everything will go as plan... I pray hard... hoping that tomorrow will be mine... *post*