freaking climax!!!

my dear blog;

"ever changing, growing, and searching
through stretches of time beyond life and death
this is the journey that every soul makers,
my journey always brings me to
the place between wake and sleep,
a landscape of memories,
where you and i meet again and again,
even in the darkest night, in the heaviest storm,
i always find my way back to you,
when you remember, please come back to the place we both know..."

the battle to heaven
mono

mono is coming back to town... yup! live in KL next year... i just can't WAIT!!!

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erk!

My dear blog;

baru aku prasan, aku update blog hari hari...

wahhmuhahahhahahhaha!!! gila drama!!!



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redemption song...

my dear blog;

kalau aku diberi pilihan, aku memilih utk ada time machine so that aku boleh putar masa untuk tidak make a move seperti mana yang telah aku buat dulu... tapi itu sangat cliche lah!... a fren of mine kata, benda benda tu semua is part of learning curve untuk hidup kita to become a better person... tapi aku cakap kat dia, mcm dah byk learning curve yang aku lalu... nak jugak aku rehat kejap utk graduate from those sickening learning curve tu... dia jeling aku, aku tau dia tak suka...

recently, aku selalu rujuk chapter chapter learning curve hidup aku pada dia... dia dengar, angguk, diam, response... jarang aku dengar reponse dia sebab aku mmg dilahirkan 'sedikit' degil... tapi kali ni aku mcm sedikit setuju... walaupun a fren of mine cakap aku kena setuju semua apa yang dia kata...

aku dah bosan dengan semua benda benda kat sekeliling aku sekarang... benda yang sama berulang ulang... dah pergi, datang balik... dah datang, pergi balik... it's like a never ending story... a fren of mine cakap hati aku kaler pink!... hahah... dia kata aku baik sangat, cepat forgive and forget... aku diam... tapi aku tak cakap sebenarnya kaler hati aku bukan pink... it's just aku percaya yang... satu hari aku akan dapat redemption utk semua kebajikan kebajikan percuma yang aku buat pada dia, dia dan dia...

aku pandang muka a fren of mine, aku cakap perlahan "takpelah... one day, i believe one fine day... aku akan dapat redemption yang aku tunggu tunggu... tuhan akan turun kan dia dari langit... untuk aku..."


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tidak sihat...

my dear blog;

masih demam . otak penat . need vacation

{ruang makin sempit dan aku perlu space}


i need a break!



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it's about time! and i mean NOW!

my dear blog;

sempit . sesak . senak {itu yang hati aku rasa sekarang}

a friend of mine beritahu aku yang aku perlu hentikan apa yang aku sedang buat sekarang... kalau dulu aku degil dan aku yakin aku mampu merubah keadaan... tapi jelas kalau berusaha seorang saja takan menjadi...

jelas jelas depan mata je, tapi aku tak nampak atau buat buat tak nampak... jadi aku rasa usaha sia sia aku nih aku harus hentikan, tarik handbreak... tak payah nak toleh toleh belakang...

a friend of mine juga kata... dengan jelas usaha aku mmg sia sia kalau terpaksa berurusan dengan orang yang takda hati... yang hanya tahu nilai kau itu ini... tapi diri sendiri?...

a friend of mine juga dah berkali kali ingatkan aku... jangan! jangan! jangan!... sudah! sudah! sudah!... dan aku rasa ini la masa nya... hentikan segala usaha menjaga hati orang yang tak tau nak appreciate kita...

yeah! it's about time...
and i guess this is the perfect time...



nota kaki : masih lagi mendengar shining light - ash tanpa henti


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shining light...

my dear blog;

how weird it is when i keep listening to Shining Light – Ash, over and over again… for 2 days without fail... only this one song in my itunes track...

herph… i guess it’s about time…


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congratulation!!!

my dear blog;

congratulation on your new born WTC 6766... *smile*


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UPDATE!

my dear blog;

18 more days to go for the FEEL GOOD show of the year!!! and the close date for NUFAN’s (No Use For A Name) pre sale tickets is just around the corner!!!… HURRY!!! get your own ticket now before it’s too late!!!… kindly call 0163955285 and the ticket price is RM65… *jeritan senada ala ala iklan KAMDAR*

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who's who?

my dear blog;

whose house, are you haunting tonight?

whose sheets you twist

whose face you kiss

oh!

whose house are you hauting tonight?

note: ok go!


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NUFAN (No Use For A Name) pre sales ticket...

my dear blog;

kindly call [digi]3955285 for NUFAN (No Use For A Name) pre sales ticket.

ticket price: RM65

hurry!!! tickets are limited… i REPEAT!! tickets are LIMITEDDDD!!!... *aura bunyi bergema*


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...

my dear blog,

silence . sunyi . sepi

it's been a month...



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No Use For A Name live in KL!!!

my dear blog;

date: 18 Oct 2009
location: KL Live (x-ruums)
ticket: RM 65 (pre-sale) RM 75 (door)

a good news indeed!!!!... be there guys!!!...


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yup! agree with this...

my dear blog,

"if something is so complicated that you can't explain it in 10 seconds...

then it's probably not worth knowing anyway"

-calvin and hobbes-

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Q&A...

my dear blog;

jason: how long did it take to fall in love?
orked: a minute....

- Sepet-


me: how long did it take to over it? a blink? *sigh*


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Lenka @ OU...

my dear blog;

it was a blast... luckily a dear fren of mine agree to company me that day... owe you one dude!... here goes the pics... just enjoy the show... *smile*

"i wanna be free

i wanna be new and different..."

-Lenka-

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tolong lah!

my dear blog;

please... please... please... don't be a denial will ya?... u make me sick!!! stop asking me the question that you already had the answer...

sabar itu ada had nya... jangan sampai satu hari nanti hati aku mati!... even though it's already halfway dead!


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angin pagi...

my dear blog;

bila aku memandu pagi ni, sengaja aku off air cond dan turun kan tingkap kereta... aku ingin menikmati angin pagi... aku perlukan 'silence' dan angin pagi... aku harap angin pagi boleh 'sejuk' kan aku... all this 'situation' has turned me to become a harsh person... i need to cool down a bit... because this is not really me... why on earth i become like this... fara, tenang tenang ok...

"i'm sorry and dun mean to be harsh..."


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let it be...

my dear blog;


sudah 2hb Ogos, masa cepat berlalu.... at one moment you are some one's special then one moment you are no longer needed... and another one moment you decide not to have any connection with that person anymore... time changed... so do people... you change... i change too... so you can't expect much... maybe it's normal... maybe it's not... maybe you need changes so that you can be a better person... i've made a huge sacrifice... a huge decision so that i don't have to think what might happen next... and i have to be firm this time... a fren told me that i always think about other people's heart... just swallow and act like that is ok... which is NOT!... and ignore my heart... so now, it's time for me to take care of my own heart... do what ever i wanna do, just be me... firm with the decision that i've made... stop thinking what might happen next... just let it be... yup! let it be....


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it is because what’ve said is done….

my dear blog;

i will be fine... it's just a matter of time... that's the only thing i keep telling to myself everyday when i wake up from sleep... because i know mourn and regrets for what had happen doesn't help at all... things will get worst... i have to be strong... really strong this time... *sigh*

masa, cepatlah berlalu...
sabar dan sabar sebab benda yg jadi ada hikmahnya...


note: i'm sorry if lately i treat you badly... i just need more times to be alone...


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drama o' rama...

my dear blog;

all i have to do now is just smile and enjoy the show… i bet this will be the best drama ever - the unreleased one!

yup! i still hate fucking LIAR


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