rindu...

my dear blog;

sesungguh nya aku amat rindukan moment moment ini:

banyak lagi sebenarnya tapi tak larat... selebihnya di facebook hahaha... tak sabar nak tunggu next event!!!!

note: gamba sekitar Jelajah Malaysia 2009... ini di finish line di Genting

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the question they asked...

my dear blog;

the answer to the question ... "are u happy?" - YES!


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leaving the state...

my dear blog;

... for 8 days... wish me luck! *smile*

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note: gosh! miss someone so badly... i know both of us hoping for miracle to happen... kalau tuhan sudah tulis begitu...insyaallah we will find our happiness... just pray hard ok...

the fact is...

my dear blog;

... i'm jobless and busy with the job hunting... so this blog will be on hiatus mode for a while... will be back once everything is back on track... oh dear i want my life back...


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hello sweet april...

my dear blog;

1st:
march is not a good month for me… yeah shit happens but deep inside i feel extremely happy… and huge relief…

2nd:
i wish that everything will back on track as the soonest…

3rd:

i’m hopping for something that impossible to happen… and I wish that everything is as simple as it's suppose to be… *sigh*

4th:
yup, April… such a sweet month for me… an amazing adrenalin boosting event… a new adventure... a new addiction i guess… :)

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hot balloon... hot! heat! bang! bang!...

my dear blog;

selain dari mencuci mata... dan cuaca panas terik... dan aku sangat berharap aku masih berumur 21 tahun jadi aku masih boleh bermain mata dengan adik adik cute *sila refer ayat mencuci mata*... akhirnya hasil yang aku dapat seperti di bawah ini:

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:) ...

my dear blog;

smile a lot...
it costs nothing and is beyond price...


:)


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to let go...

my dear blog;

when everything is done... i will say the word ‘goodbye’...


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i'm addicted...

my dear blog;

bunyi ombak... bau laut... para backpackers yg ramah... pasir putih halus... bahang laut... hutan coral indah di dasar laut... cukup buat aku tenang dan lupa semua benda yang membebankan aku dan hidup aku yang sedikit dalam denial untuk satu dua hal... aku sudah ketagih dan aku akan kembali...

the tables at one of the beach club. cool huh?!

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mutual addiction...

my dear blog;

what i want is to be needed... what i need is to be indispensable to somebody... who i need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention... somebody addicted to me.... a mutual addiction...

note: via sixthsense

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mencuri masa...

my dear blog;

setelah saban hari mengadap screen bewarna biru... setelah saban hari mengadap coding coding statik yang memedihkan mata tak salah kan kalau lari sebentar ke pantai... tak sabar rasanya... harap harap semuanya berjalan dgn lancar... *post*

deeper conversation...

my dear blog;


Is your favourite colour blue?
Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outerspace?
And im learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?
Does your hair flow sideways?
Did someone took a portion of your heart?
And im learning you

And if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears and
Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me
I let my guard down for you
And in time you will too....

Yuna - Deeper Conversation


i'm watching you from far... hope you doing well... can't wait for the next coversation... and can't wait for the next good surprise... *smile*

langit gelap tanda nak hujan, lalu....

my dear blog;

kami sepatutnya shoot layang layang yg berwarna warni dan langit biru dan awan putih bak kapas... tapi sebab nak hujan... we end up with below shots... and by the time aku taip ayat ni, i received a text msg dari HOD event Jelajah Malaysia "fara, when can i get those LTDL pics?".... dem! aku tak start apa lagi pun!!!!

eye bag yang agak teruk!

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gimme gimme gimme what i want....

my dear blog;

i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this... i want this...
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BADDDDDDDDDLYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!

aku yang sememangnya menginginkan sidekick phone :(

mana nak carik ek????....



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conversation among the ruin [lll]

my dear blog;

"true love doesn't have a happy ending... tau fara..." - an IM status from a dear friend... when i told her about the same repeating dreams that i had recently...

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everything's gonna be alright...

my dear blog...

when i woke up this morning i felt odd… semacam … the feel yang aku dah berbulan tak rasa… dan rasa yang aku cuba lupa… rasa kehilangan… rasa yang reality itu hanyala mimpi… tapi, ini lah reality… cuba tarik nafas dalam dalam … bernafas tenang… mimpi kan mainan syaitan… tarik selimut, cuba untuk duduk… berfikir seketika… aku tau semua nya akan baik baik sahaja… aku, dia, kami… walaupun punya kehidupan yang berbeza sekarang… tapi yang pasti masing masing punya hal masing masing dan semua nya baik baik sahaja...


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astro fest 2009...

my dear blog;

the astrofest 2009... hahah acara dah lama berlalu tapi aku baru ada masa utk upload dan berkongsi gamba... seperti tahun tahun sudah... makan makan free yang berlambak lambak... show show free yang kita boleh berdiri sampai di tangga stage... di sebabkan internet connection agak sucks ini saja yang aku mampu...

the series of Lan of Meet Uncle Hussein:

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thank you note [II] ...

my dear blog;

"Be not afraid of growing slowly
Be afraid only if standing still"

i had such a blast birthday celebration... the best birthday ever!!! thanks to Azah for the lovely dinner... I owe u one dear... thanks to Helda, Diera, Linda, Osman (the 1st person who wished me), Zai, Elly (advance wish - 1 day earlier *auuwww*), Shelly and others at facebook for the wishes... really appreciate that... hugs and kisses to all... *smile*

extra note:

thanks to zati, maini, elly yaniz, my bro banjoe, bain, mom and dad, tika and zaki, nat, diba, adi rakan ketatku for the calls and smses, ayun for the birthday hi-tea, ina for the birthday supper you guys rock my world!!!! * \m/ *

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life in technicolor mode...

my dear blog;

yesterday night was amazing!!!... i love good surprise!... hahahahaha *hoping for more good surprises*

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oh! February datang lagi... kalau boleh aku mau skip February...

my dear blog;

sedang aku sibuk menatap coding si screen biru, datang manager dari Indonesia... singgah ke cubicle ku lalu berjabat tangan dengan aku... erat!... aku hanya senyum mendengar khabar berita baik dari dia... herph.. entah la... baik? mungkin... buruk? mungkin... yang penting di penghujung bulan depan ini aku tak perlu mengadap screen biru lagi... aku bertukar ke coding di screen putih... haishhh... berlajar bertatih balik aku ke system baru... baru nak mahir di screen biru, terpaksa switch ke screen putih... dugaan... atau cabaran?... aku anggap sebagai ilmu baru... "takpe fara, kau boleh!!"... cakap pada diri sendiri... hahahha nampak nya jodoh aku dengan kompeni ni akan bertambah lama... *senyum kelat*

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