don't dare to ask..

my dear blog;

what??!! it's catchy... and i love it.... *smile*


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mood update: I'm High...

my dear log;

hecticcc!!! hecttiicccc!!!

mail 1 :

Dear Fara;
Any update for Indonesia report? As requested in my first email. Beside addition of trx code in report*** which already done, we also need list of transaction with trx code on August 29, 2008 which consist only 3 entries. Addition of trx code in report*** do not backward to previous report


mail 2:

Dear Fara;
Estimate time for Brunei report? We need it to be executed ASAP.


mail 3:

Dear Fara;
Malaysia report status still executing. Any update when can it be done?


arghhhh!!!! aku separa gila!!!.... I'm gonna take leave tomorrow!!!


note:
mood: high....




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aku, dia dan...

my dear blog;

aku, dia dan ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- si pengentut malang ...

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oh! it's so funny!!!...

my dear blog;

ok... semalam malam, aku berborak sakan bersama seorang teman... maka terbongkarla segala rahsia yang terpendam... aku tak tahan... sangat kelaka... okeh... aku ketawa... dah lama aku tak ketawa besar macam tu... oh tidak!!! aku tak leh nak terima hakikat... okeh... sangat kelaka... sekian terima kasih...


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pening kepala sebab kena hujan...

my dear blog;

just got back from office… it’s Sunday and 10pm… a stranger text me, a new friend actually “u nih workaholic la Fara… take a rest will you?” i just smile and replied “i can’t promise that…” erghh… i really need a vacation… *post*

The Cure -This Is A Lie

my dear blog;

this song is in my head with no reason... for the whole week... herphhh *wondering the wonder*...

The Cure -This Is A Lie

How each of us decides
I 've never been sure
The part we play
The way we are
How each of us denies any other way in the world

Why each of us must choose
I've never understood
One special friend
One true love
Why each of us must lose everyone else in the world

However unsure
However unwise
Day after day play out our lives
However confused
Pretending to know to the end
But this isn't truth this isn't right
This isn't love this isn't life this isn't real
This is a lie

How each of us believes
I've never really known
In heaven unseen and hell unknown
How each of us dreams to understand anything at all
Why each of us decides
I've never been sure
The part we take
The way we are
Why each of us denies every other way in the world

However unsure
However unwise
Day after day play out our lives
However confused
Pretending to know to the end

But this isn't truth this isn't right
This isn't love this isn't life this isn't real
This is a lie
This isn't truth this isn't right
This isn't love this isn't life this isn't real
This is a lie

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bila hujan...

my dear blog;

hujan lebat betul hari ni... tapi aku suka bila hujan... aku suka bau hujan... aku suka dengar bunyi hujan... aku rasa tenang... dah lama aku tak rasa setenang ni... Ya Allah, alhamdulillah... aku tenang sekarang *senyum*...

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liar...

my dear blog;

"when a man lies, he murders some part of the world including his..."

~based on Le Morte d'Arthur~

note:ihateyou!youfuckingliar!!!cakapputarbelitserupakaplamyanga!!!

...

My dear blog;

I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this…
I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this…
I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this…
I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this…
I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this…
I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this…
I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this…
I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this…
I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this…
I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this…
I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this…
I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this…
I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this…

Ya Allah, please help me...


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trust and truth...

My dear blog;

knowing nothing is better than knowing it all ... enough with the lies… enough with the excuses…

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10th Oct...

My dear blog;

hari ini... herph... apa ada pada kenangan??...

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sudah sudah la tu...

My dear blog;

Bodohhhhhh!!!! bodohhhhhh!!!! i can't stop cursing myself when I wake up this morning... sudah sudah la fara... manusia mmg cepat berubah bila dia dah tak perlukan kita lagi dan tak akan pernah puas... just take care of your heart... jalan terus jangan pandang ke belakang lagi... tak berbaloi ok!!! ... *post*

hadapi dengan senyuman...

My dear blog;

A friend said to me "fara, sabar... tuhan tak akan beri dugaan macam tu kalau dia tau kau tak boleh nak handle... so, tuhan tau ko boleh handle... " yup! I can make it... I can get through this...

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so goodbye...

My dear blog;

"so goodbye

please stay with your own king

and i'll stay mine..."

-morrisey-

note:ihopeyouarehappywithL.Z... 

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a break..

My dear blog;

At this moment i need a break... don't bother to visit for the time being... will update you guys later... *post*

kamu...

My dear blog;

kamu... ye kamu... kamu sangat memualkan wahai perlakon terhebat!!!... tepukan gemuruh buat kamu... *post*

Phase one...

My dear blog;

I got my appetite back... that’s a good sign huh?! *post*

karma... kalau bukan sekarang, esok mungkin...

My dear blog;

sesungguhnya tuhan itu maha adil... dia ada rencana yg lebih baik utk aku... tuhan itu maha mengetahui... menyesal?... tak guna benda dah jadi... ada banyak benda lain yg aku perlu pentingkan... *post*

without a title...

My dear blog;

After so many years... after so many days... it takes only one day to end it... I wish I have the strenght to get through this... *sigh*

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Rostam nama nye... part 2

My dear blog;

Ini la rostam... comel kan????... tapi dia dah di kasik pada tuan yg sepatutnya... tapi tula dah nak pegi baru buat aksi comel yg over tuh... siap main main kat dlm rumah kecik dia tu tadi... bye bye rostam... jangan makan banyak sgt tau... *post*