The Anatomy...

My dear blog;

Grey's Anatomy is back... with the new season... so, I upload the soundtrack song from previous season - Get Set Go (wait) to refresh back the mood... hehehe... so, Gray's Anatomy fan... don't forget, tonight at 10.45pm NTV... enjoy! *post*

p/s: click at play button at the MP3 player for the song.

YM...

My dear blog;

Dah tak bleh YM kat opissssss!!!! sucks ah!... sekian terima kasih... *post*

Boy always be boy...

My dear blog:

Selalunye dia:

• Tak perasan yang kita ni tuka style rambut - Takpe dimaafkan
• Tak perasan kita pakai baju/anything yang baru - Takpe dimaafkan
• Tak berapa ingat sesetengah tarikh yang penting - Err... Lepas kena pujuk kira ok la, dimaafkan.
• Tak ingat bila pesan suruh burn list lagu yang diberi - Takpe dimafkan
• Tak ingat tarikh hari ni apa - What?... betul... ada jugak kes nih... Takpe dimaafkan
• Tak ingat apa apa - Ni kira mcm kes hilang ingatan sebentar (di alam yg lain) ... Takpe dimaafkan
• Tak ingat nak bawak hp - Biasa la kan... Takpe dimaafkan

Tapi kalau...

• Tak ingat phone number gf sendiri walaupun dah nak masuk 2 taun couple - BOLEH?!!! rasa macam nak maki pun ada.

Alasan yang diberi:

Robet: "Dah phone pakai address book... dial ikut situ jela... so, mcmana nak ingat phone number tuh"

Aku: "@#*&^!)(^#$(" - sila translate sendiri.

*post*

Insecure...

My dear blog;

At this moment... If you feel like crying but having difficulty in doing that.... and when you realize when you cry you can throw out all the uneasy feeling out from your body... because it is not wrong to cry sometime... and I think after you cry all out you will feel much much more better.... so... if you feel like crying just listen to this song... it helps you... and it helps me out... *post*

p/s: scroll down to the bottom and you can see the mp3 player. Click at the play button and enjoy the song...

Azure Ray
November

So i'm waiting for this test to end
So these lighter days can soon begin
I'll be alone but maybe more carefree
Like a kite that floats so effortlessly
I was afraid to be alone
Now I’m scared that’s how id like to be
All these faces none the same
How can there be so many personalities
So many lifeless empty hands
So many hearts in great demand
And now my sorrow seems so far away
Until i'm taken by these bolts of pain
But i turn them off and tuck them away
Till these rainy days that make them stay
And then i'll cry so hard to these sad songs
And the words still ring, once here now gone
And they echo through my head everyday
And i don’t think they'll ever go away
Just like thinking of your childhood home
But we can’t go back we're on our own
Oh...
But i'm about to give this one more shot
And find it in myself
I’ll find it in myself
So were speeding towards that time of year
To the day that marks you're not here
And i think i'll want to be alone
So please understand that i don’t answer the phone
I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls
Until i can see nothing at all
Only particles some fast some slow
All my eyes can see is all i know
Ohh...
But i'm about to give this one more shot
And find it in myself
I'll find it in myself

Nidji...

My dear blog;

Went to Nidji show last week... and here are the pictures...

Location: Rumm
Time: 8.30pm - 12.00am


p/s: disebabkan akulah manusia yang pemalas maka dengan ini, ini sahaja yang mampu aku edit... selain nya bila aku sudah kembali rajin (aku pon tak tau bila la tuh)

*post*

The Clock Is Ticking...

My dear blog;

Please welcome and say hi to my new clock (refer to the left side of this page) ... his name is Rostam... muahhahahah... *post*

Dinner...

My dear blog;


This was my dinner last night... an experimental kinda meal... egg + bread... the taste was not good as the presentation... the fact is I can't cook... hheheheh *post*

I'm the saint who marches in love...

My dear blog;

Nothing much happen... Went to an interview yesterday... this is the 4th time they evaluate me... insane is it?... but if they like me they will send me to UK for two months trainning... awsome!!!... wish me luck...

Digging my old picture folder and I found this... do some editing and here goes the result... not very nicely done... but I like it... taken from Nokia6230 phone (an outdated phone) ... and I call this piece of 'art' as Lonesome ... enjoy! *post*

Interview...

My dear blog;


"Tell me about yourself".... What a lame question... *post*

Ops! I did it again...

My dear blog;

Ok, I change the layout again... not because I have plenty of free time.. It's because I have lots of work and I really don't have mood to settle all of them... so, what do you think?... I'll change a bit later... heheheh... [busy mode on] *post*

Movie... Movie... Movie...

My dear blog;

March is the busiest month for me… *post*

Whatever!...

My dear blog;

I’m tired to pretend that it is ok to me to whatever that you’ve done… It’s hard to make other people to satisfy with us no matter how hard we’ve tried… so I don’t give a shit anymore… you can make assumption to whatever that you had in your mind… even though I know it’s not fair to me… sorry if I’m not meet the quality that you’ve set … because I’m just a human being… but I’m ok to say sorry and how about you?... it’s ok because you a human being too… but ask first before making any assumption… and thanks for the ‘label’ that you gave to me… and I forgive you… as usual… *post*

Turistas: Holiday Of Horror...

My dear blog;

Yup!... We going to watch this tomorrow night... *post*

What a 'lovely' evening...

My dear blog;

This conversation still roaming in my head and because of that I feel quilty to eat more than two times a day... here goes the story:

One 'lovely' evening... we just had shushi and we walked to the parking lot across the road...


Robet: Huh, pakcik tuh mcm nak tercabut kepala dari leher tgk sini...
Aku : Dia tgk mana?
Robet: Dia tgk awak la...
Aku : (dengan nada perasan) Herph.. tapi kan wak betul la... kenapa mcm ramai org tua yang suka ngorat saya... budak muda stylo mylo, rambut emo (fesyen rambut belah tepi habis ala ala tutup mata) takde plak nak ngorat...
Robet: Mesti lah... mesti dlm hati diorg cakap "Pergh! mantap sungguh bontot janda tuh!"
Aku : ^%#%&*(^%$@! (maki dlm hati)*ala ala mulut ternganga antara percaya dgn tak percaya*



*situasi selepas itu*
Sumpah aku takmo layan borak dengan dia selama seminggu (hanya dapat bertahan selama 10 minit) Sebab dialog ini diulang - ulang cakap:

Robet: Tak laa.... tak laaa... awak chomel mcm baby... yee awak chomelll... *sambil dia senyum kelat kelat ala ala bibir senget ke tepi - hampeh!*
*sumpah aku tau itu hanyala ayat mengambil hati semata mata dan mogok cakap aku kat dia ditambah lagi 5 minit*

Makin gemuk ke aku?... dah ala mak mak ke? Hishhhh ngeri sungguh kehidupan aku skang nih... dgn itu... dgn hati yang tekad... aku akan diet dan exercise dgn sepenuh jiwa dan raga.... *post*

A Lull In Traffic...

getClass().getName() + '@' + Integer.toHexString(hashCode())error fara[the]bugbuster
try
lowLevelOp();
catch (LowLevelException le) {error;
throw (HighLevelException)error
new HighLevelException().initCause(le); // Legacy constructor
}


System.out.println("abc");
String cde = "cde";
System.out.println("abc" + cde);error
String c = "abc".substring(2,3);eoor
String d = cde.substring(1, 2);error

My today top list...

My dear blog;

5 top list (non stop play in my head)

1. Straylight Run - Your Name Here Sunrise Highway

"Your name here...

Believe me

It's not what you'd think

Wish what you want

It's all the same to me

Well, not really

But anyway

It's just- it's nothing so simple

Nothing so silly

Nothing so mundane

Go east on Sunrise Highway
Turn left at Carmen's Avenue
Go right at the first stoplight
I'll be outside waiting for you"

2. Buelah - If We Can Land on the Moon, Surely I Can Win Your Heart

"and even though

We dont show

We cast our nets

like missionaries

If we sell out..

Oh well..

Our only fan will be changing costumes..

And you'll see its much the same

So sing a song

And for applause..

We'll get up, get up"

(after a few line of lyrics)

*I like this part*

"I've been worth a ton and I've been worth

I don't need you now'

The words you write make my heart race and start then just quit

Yeah, we'll do anything that you want

I'll fight.. if you want me to fight."

3. Azure Ray - If You Fall

"And if you fall, will you get up

Stuck in a dream, will you wake up

And if you've found love will you hold on to it

And if it's cold, will you stay warm

Drift too far, will you swim towards the shore

And if you've found love will you hold on to it"

4. Yeah Yeah Yeahs -Maps

"Wait, they don't love you like i love you

Wait, they don't love you like i love you

Ma-a-a-a-ps, wait!

They don't love you like i love you...

Made off

Don't stray

My kind's your kind

I'll stay the same

Pack up

Don't stray

Oh, say say say

Oh, say say say"

5. Cat Power - He War

"never meant to be the needle that broke your back

You were here, you were here, and you were here

Don't look back

He war he war

He will kill for you

He war he war

He will kill for you

From who you can Y

ou know you can Hey hey heeeyyy

Hey hey heeeyyy

Hey hey heeeyyy

Hey hey heeeyyy

I’m not that hot new chick

And if you won’t let me run with it

We’re on to your same old trick

Get up and run away with it "

I know these are old songs... but what the heck! hahahahha

*post*

So here's the new layout...

My dear blog;

Terasa cam hampeh bile cubicle aku jek yg nyala kat department IT nih... dari sini nampak la mamat mamat server kat dalam bilik Data Centre... herph.. nak ajak borak malas la... since I'm not a person who like to start the conversation... so... tenganga je la aku sambil monitor email yg masuk... so far takde case yang heavy so ok ok je la keje hari nih... nak buat camna.. I'm the only malay in the team... but it's ok... dapat OT... punya la bosan sampai tuka layout hahhaa... welcome to the new fara's powervision... mengong ah! *post*

Suppose to...

My dear blog;

It's suppose to be a holiday... but I'm stuck in this lame office... suck!.... *post*

'V' day?

My dear blog;

An email was sent to me from an office mate...

Dress code for 14th Feb

Blue- I'm free
Green- I'm waiting
Orange- going to propose
Pink- accepted just now!!!
Black- proposal rejected
White- already booked
Yellow- broke up!!!
Gray- not interested...
Red- leave me

and I'm wearing gray today.... hahahha!

heh!... whatever... *post*

The Queen For The Day...

My dear blog;

It's my birthday today... thanks for all the smses , and thanks my dear Lia for the sweet E-card.. heheh that lil cartoon dancing really cute... and last but not least thanks for my dearest baby... heheh for calling me more than 1 time... and baby,... that stupid question that you asked give me a clue what you will give to me as a present... hahahah..... ngongok la awak nih... and happy bithday to me... may my dreams come true... I'm the queen for the day!!! yeeehaaaa!!! *post*