so goodbye part 2...

my dear blog;

So I heard the sad news… and there will be a replacement after that lost… well, I’m not surprise... it’s typical you… Rostam, may you rest in peace… love you always… *sobs*

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craving...

my dear blog;

i'm craving for ikea's meatball... and shushi... haishhhh ~ *post*

don't dare to ask..

my dear blog;

what??!! it's catchy... and i love it.... *smile*


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mood update: I'm High...

my dear log;

hecticcc!!! hecttiicccc!!!

mail 1 :

Dear Fara;
Any update for Indonesia report? As requested in my first email. Beside addition of trx code in report*** which already done, we also need list of transaction with trx code on August 29, 2008 which consist only 3 entries. Addition of trx code in report*** do not backward to previous report


mail 2:

Dear Fara;
Estimate time for Brunei report? We need it to be executed ASAP.


mail 3:

Dear Fara;
Malaysia report status still executing. Any update when can it be done?


arghhhh!!!! aku separa gila!!!.... I'm gonna take leave tomorrow!!!


note:
mood: high....




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aku, dia dan...

my dear blog;

aku, dia dan ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- si pengentut malang ...

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oh! it's so funny!!!...

my dear blog;

ok... semalam malam, aku berborak sakan bersama seorang teman... maka terbongkarla segala rahsia yang terpendam... aku tak tahan... sangat kelaka... okeh... aku ketawa... dah lama aku tak ketawa besar macam tu... oh tidak!!! aku tak leh nak terima hakikat... okeh... sangat kelaka... sekian terima kasih...


*post*

pening kepala sebab kena hujan...

my dear blog;

just got back from office… it’s Sunday and 10pm… a stranger text me, a new friend actually “u nih workaholic la Fara… take a rest will you?” i just smile and replied “i can’t promise that…” erghh… i really need a vacation… *post*

The Cure -This Is A Lie

my dear blog;

this song is in my head with no reason... for the whole week... herphhh *wondering the wonder*...

The Cure -This Is A Lie

How each of us decides
I 've never been sure
The part we play
The way we are
How each of us denies any other way in the world

Why each of us must choose
I've never understood
One special friend
One true love
Why each of us must lose everyone else in the world

However unsure
However unwise
Day after day play out our lives
However confused
Pretending to know to the end
But this isn't truth this isn't right
This isn't love this isn't life this isn't real
This is a lie

How each of us believes
I've never really known
In heaven unseen and hell unknown
How each of us dreams to understand anything at all
Why each of us decides
I've never been sure
The part we take
The way we are
Why each of us denies every other way in the world

However unsure
However unwise
Day after day play out our lives
However confused
Pretending to know to the end

But this isn't truth this isn't right
This isn't love this isn't life this isn't real
This is a lie
This isn't truth this isn't right
This isn't love this isn't life this isn't real
This is a lie

*post*

bila hujan...

my dear blog;

hujan lebat betul hari ni... tapi aku suka bila hujan... aku suka bau hujan... aku suka dengar bunyi hujan... aku rasa tenang... dah lama aku tak rasa setenang ni... Ya Allah, alhamdulillah... aku tenang sekarang *senyum*...

*post*

liar...

my dear blog;

"when a man lies, he murders some part of the world including his..."

~based on Le Morte d'Arthur~

note:ihateyou!youfuckingliar!!!cakapputarbelitserupakaplamyanga!!!

...

My dear blog;

I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this…
I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this…
I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this…
I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this…
I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this…
I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this…
I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this…
I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this…
I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this…
I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this…
I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this…
I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this…
I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this… I can get through this…

Ya Allah, please help me...


*post*

trust and truth...

My dear blog;

knowing nothing is better than knowing it all ... enough with the lies… enough with the excuses…

*post*

10th Oct...

My dear blog;

hari ini... herph... apa ada pada kenangan??...

*post*

sudah sudah la tu...

My dear blog;

Bodohhhhhh!!!! bodohhhhhh!!!! i can't stop cursing myself when I wake up this morning... sudah sudah la fara... manusia mmg cepat berubah bila dia dah tak perlukan kita lagi dan tak akan pernah puas... just take care of your heart... jalan terus jangan pandang ke belakang lagi... tak berbaloi ok!!! ... *post*

hadapi dengan senyuman...

My dear blog;

A friend said to me "fara, sabar... tuhan tak akan beri dugaan macam tu kalau dia tau kau tak boleh nak handle... so, tuhan tau ko boleh handle... " yup! I can make it... I can get through this...

*post*

so goodbye...

My dear blog;

"so goodbye

please stay with your own king

and i'll stay mine..."

-morrisey-

note:ihopeyouarehappywithL.Z... 

*post*

a break..

My dear blog;

At this moment i need a break... don't bother to visit for the time being... will update you guys later... *post*

kamu...

My dear blog;

kamu... ye kamu... kamu sangat memualkan wahai perlakon terhebat!!!... tepukan gemuruh buat kamu... *post*

Phase one...

My dear blog;

I got my appetite back... that’s a good sign huh?! *post*

karma... kalau bukan sekarang, esok mungkin...

My dear blog;

sesungguhnya tuhan itu maha adil... dia ada rencana yg lebih baik utk aku... tuhan itu maha mengetahui... menyesal?... tak guna benda dah jadi... ada banyak benda lain yg aku perlu pentingkan... *post*

without a title...

My dear blog;

After so many years... after so many days... it takes only one day to end it... I wish I have the strenght to get through this... *sigh*

*post*

Rostam nama nye... part 2

My dear blog;

Ini la rostam... comel kan????... tapi dia dah di kasik pada tuan yg sepatutnya... tapi tula dah nak pegi baru buat aksi comel yg over tuh... siap main main kat dlm rumah kecik dia tu tadi... bye bye rostam... jangan makan banyak sgt tau... *post*

Rostam nama nye...

My dear blog;

Aku ada teman baru rostam nama nye... baru je kenal, masa buka puasa kat Ikea last week... sangat suka tido... bangun lambat... haishhh apa nak jadi la dgn rostam aku sorg nih... apa apa pun dia sangat comel bak kata org tuh 'sedap mata memandang'... tapi dia ni agak pemalu, dah la nama ol skool... apa apa pun aku dah start sayang kat dia *malu*... rostam, I lab u lah! *post*

maybe...

My dear blog;

Maybe i'm trying too hard... or maybe it's not the right time.... *post*

Puasa ke tak puasa?

My dear blog;

bulan puasa dah nak dekat, next week je... herph... mana ek Ramadhan buffet yang best?... herphhhh..... *post*

*phew*

My dear blog;

What a week... hectic!!!... date lines... meetings... leadership trainning.... erghhh!!! I need a vacation, to an Island maybe... hoping that next week will be a better week for me... have a good weekend y'all!!! *post*

masalah dan permasalahan...

My dear blog;

ditipu... memang meyakitkan... masalah nye sekarang ni, aku kah atau dia kah yang di tipu?... dia menipu apa yang dia rasa? dan aku menipu apa yang aku rasa?... untuk menutup kes, kami buat buat semua nye ok sahaja... jadi kesimpulan nya, dua dua menipu? menipu diri sendiri?... haihhh~~ kusut! *post*

Here they come again...

My dear blog;

*post*

sejak dua menjak...

My dear blog;

sejak dua menjak ini, aku agak clumsy... aku tertumpah air Yakult dalam bag, lantas (ayat favourite robet) phone aku terendam sekali dalam kepekatan air Yakult tu.... erghhh kena hanta repair, so skang ni aku pakai balik phone analog aku tuh, so takyah la nak fwd phone number pakai business card, sah sah aku takleh nak bukak file tuh... dan aku selalu terlanggar tiang la, bucu katil la hishh mcm mcm adengan (ke adegan?) clumsy aku terserlah... hish apa nak kena la dengan aku sejak dua menjak nih... *post*

yesterday...

My dear blog;

Yesterday... Yes, yesterday was amazing... *post*

setelah mengharungi kepayahan dan dugaan, akhirnya...

My dear blog,

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aku turun 3.5kg... amazing tak??? hehehe yeeeahhhhaa!!! aku akan berusaha dgn lebih gigih lagi.... *post*

Halong Bay

My dear blog;

Some pictures to share during my vacation at Vietnam last January... Enjoy!

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At this moment...

My dear blog;

I just need to stay calm... be positive... because I don't give a damn anymore...

*post*

bermain api...

My dear blog;

Bermain api… dan tunggu… kalau selamat hidup, kalau tak selamat terbakar… tapi aku tak nak terbakar satu kampung… aku ada keluarga yang perlu aku selamatkan… “ko gila fara, keluar aja dari situ!!” kata teman… tapi aku cuma melihat… jadi aku tunggu… kalau selamat hidup, kalau tak selamat terbakar… *post*

isu dan semasa...

My dear blog;

mood aku skang ialah sangat sedih... kenapa ye bila aku dah rapat dengan office mate aku mesti lepas tuh dia resign... herph... and kenapa ye bila aku join satu company tuh, after aku dah rasa comfortable with that company, some issue akan timbul... bukan issue apa pun, issue tak puas hati ngan bonus, increment (tapi tak melibatkan aku), ketidakpuasan terhadap company tuh sampai buat agenda 'mari berenti kerja beramai-ramai'... ok tu bukan masalah besar... yg masalah nye skang ni, office mate yg paling rapat dgn aku, yg aku boleh share problem tahap nangis sama sama ni and siap pergi holiday together dgn tunang masing masing tanpa rasa akward, sudah tender resignation letter... sedih... sedih... sebab bila dia tender surat tuh dia email and just taip "fara, bye bye :( "... I mean even dia pon mcm tak larat nak taip panjang kot... bila kitorg borak pasal reason dia berenti siap sebak sebak... lap air mata ok... ahhh... kawan yg susah payah pikir mcmana nak tolong kita mmg tak ramai... I mean boleh dikira and pasti nye tak lebih 3 jari kot... eh jap kira balik... herph... entahla... lebih 2 jari kengkadang... anyway... tiap kali aku mendail ext number dia aku akan cancel balik call tu sebab tak sampai hati nak tanya or dengar suara sedih dia... sebab tekak aku akan rasa sebak, and setiap kali dia nak cakap suara dia akan mengigil tahan sedih... ok skang mata aku dah berkaca... i should stop writting... to my dear friend, good luck... jgn lupa aku ok... kita mesti pi holiday sesama lagi walaupun dah beranak pinak ok... :(

*post*

b for busy...

My dear blog;

kerja di office yg menimbun buat aku 'emo' sepanjang minggu nih... nasib baik takde internet connection di rumah baru, takde la aku bawak kerja tu balik rumah... herph.. entahla.. rasa nak menjerit sengsorg dlm office ni pon ada tapi kang ada plak yg pandang aku semacam je kang... dlm tension tension nih aku terpikir kan future aku... carrier move aku... mana arah aku or di mana tempat aku after 3 years dgn company nih... entahla... aku rasa malas la plak nak melompat ke company lain (malas pi interview sebenarnya)... and aku dah rasa selesa plak dgn area tempat tinggal aku skang nih... 15mins drive to office, no tol, jimat minyak... aihhh... kang tempat keja baru kena pi cyberjaya plak (sebab bidang aku byk office nye di sana)... kita tgk la mcmana nanti.. aku kasi tempoh lagi setaun kalau tak bergerak jugak, aku la yang patut menggerakan diri sendiri... lama sgt kat comfort zone pon tak bagus jugak kan?... *post*


nota utk en. awak: awak jgn korek idong time drive boleh tak? nanti eksiden

Sesungguhnya...

My dear blog;

Pindah rumah itu amat memeritkan... emosi tak stabil... rumah mcm kapal karam... kusut... kecah... semua ada... *post*

Cincin di jari Cik Gayah...

My dear blog;

Tahniah pada Cik Gayah (bukan nama sebenar) dia atas hari pertunangan beliau... entah kenapa aku plak yg over rasa berdebar bila nak tunggu cincin disarung di jari Cik Gayah tersebut... hehehe... apa apa pun aku nampak sgt muka Cik Gayah ceria di dalam gundah... gundah sebab berdebar la tu kot... walaubagaimanapun ayam masak merah pada hari tersebut sgt yummy dan aku berjaya menambah jumlah penduduk Malaysia yang mengatakan aku dah GEMUK... tahniah pada diri aku sendiri... Last but not least, congrates Cik Gayah... welcome to the phase 2... phase 3 kang jgn lupa jemput aku jugak yek... *post*

Location: Bandar Tasek Selatan
Date: 17th Feb 2008
Pictures by fara[the]bugbuster

Merenung apa yang bakal berlaku di malam pertama nanti...

Crew Gayah de'Corp

dari kiri: Cik Senah (adik Cik Gayah), Cik Kiah (sepupu Cik Gayah)

bawah: Cik Gayah

(perhatian: semua nama di atas adalah bukan nama sebenar)

Row... Row...

My dear blog;



Location: Yen Vi river , Vietnam

*on the way to Perfume Pagoda, Vietnam*


*post*

Part 1 - Hanoi - Old Quaters

My dear blog;

Location : Hanoi, Vietnam
Travel period: 23rd Jan - 29th Jan

Malas sungguh nak menaip pepanjang tentang isi pati perjalanan aku tuh *cehwah!*... tapi one thing for sure la.. Vietnam mmg best tebabom!!!... sungguh rare dan aku pasti akan kembali... walaupon cuaca sejuk (10C - 7C) tapi aku ngan Nat gagahi jugak utk jalan jalan carik jejaka Vietnam yg agak comel... hhehehe... takdelah... jalan jalan mengeksplorasi (ayat tibai) Old Quaters, Hanoi... Old Quaters nih byk backpackers hostel, kami berjaya dapat satu private room yang harga nye $6 (US dollar) satu pax semalam... kira murah la kan... berbekal kan buku Vietnam - Lonely Planet dan berserta map percuma tajaan hostel kami, kami berjaya mengurangkan kadar ke'sesat'an kami... two tumbs up untuk kami berdua sebab berjaya survive tanpa pertelingkahan ala ala amazing race... jadi pergila ke Vietnam... hail to Ho Chi Minh!!! (sambil buat aksi tabik bintang tiga) ... *post*

a thank you note...

My dear blog;

Thanks for all the wishes... really appreciate it... *hugs and kisses*

*post*

Preview - Hanoi

My dear blog;

*post*

Off...

My dear blog;

I'm off for 1 week vacation!!! Yipieee!!! *post*

Holiday Mood *on*

Shhhhhhhhh...

My dear blog;

Shhhhhhhhhhh!!!... masa untuk mendiamkan diri... *post*

Bali ticket (return) for 2 on sale - Airasia

ticsMy dear blog;

Bali ticket (return) for 2 on sale - Airasia
Price: 700RM for 2 tics (only air ticket no accommodation)
Travel Period: 11Jan' 08 to 14 Jan' 08

Fyi: Currently same ticket for this period is costing around 2700RM.

Because of some reason a friend of mine has to postpone his travel, and want to sell the tickets.He will bear the all charges against name changes request etc.Any taker? Please contact me ASAP


Any taker? Please contact me at:

email: bugdemall@yahoo.co.uk
YM : farathebugbuster

Happy new year...

My dear blog;

click here

Selamat tahun baru... mesti semua org ada azam utk tahun baru ni kan?... untuk aku seperti tahun tahun yg sudah nak kan rezeki untuk tepakbridal semakin bertambah... semakin berjaya dlm kerjaya dan di murahkan rezeki... tapi yang pastinya tahun 2008 ni adalah tahun yang mendebarkan... semoga apa yang dirancang berjalan dengan lancar dan akula orang yg paling gembira kat dunia ni if everything menjadi kenyataan... *amin*

Banyak kenangan manis dan pahit selama tahun 2007 dan juga tahun yang sudah sudah, yang pahit aku jadikan teladan dan yang manis tak akan aku lupakan... tapi dalam yang pahit tuh ada banyak yang menjadi hikmah buat aku... kalau takde yang pahit tu takda la yang manis sekarang nih... so, aku bersyukur dengan apa yang aku ada sekarang ni walaupun tak se'boombastic' orang lain... *alhamdulillah*

Aku harap tahun 2008 ni buat aku jadi seorang yang lebih dewasa dan berfikiran 'waras' juga matang... aku doakan 'wish' korg juga akan jadi kenyataan tahun nih... dan aku harap 'friendship' yang kita ada skang nih akan kekal sampai bila bila ok... aku akan tumpang happy kalau korg pon happy jugak... to helda, diera, amish, azah,nona, nat thanks for being there for me... walaupon kita jarang jumpa tapi korg mmg kat hati aku selamanya... *post*

Bali ticket (return) for 2 on sale

My dear blog;

Bali ticket (return) for 2 on sale - Airasia

Price: 1300RM (only air ticket no accommodation)
Travel Period: 11Jan’08 to 14Jan’08

Fyi: Currently same ticket for this period is costing around 2700RM.

Because of some reason a friend of mine have to postpone his travel, and want to sell the tickets.
He will bear the all charges against name changes request etc.


Any taker? Please contact me at:
YM: farathebugbuster
email: bugdemall@yahoo.co.uk


*post*

studio shots...

My dear blog;

some studio shots taken at saturahsia studio... enjoy! *post*

bersawah padi di Sg. Petani...

My dear blog;


tora datang lagi!!!... herph.. hasil pengambaran di Sg. Petani... full upload coming soon... click here

deepavali party..

My dear blog;

the foods are finger licking good… no doubt!... enjoy! *post*

location: IT Dept (office)

finally...

My dear blog;

finally... click here...

for booking/enquiry:

email: fara@tepakbridal.com / boi@tepakbridal.com
ctc: 0163955285 / 0163900369

*post*

apa?!!!

My dear blog;

"Apa? Ko belum kawin? belum ada anak, ko gila ke?!! umo macam ko nih dah patut start buat anak... nanti dah tua baru nak beranak tak ke menyusah kan tuh?!!!"

babi!... bangsat btol ayat di atas!... *post*

reunion...

My dear blog;

tetiba aku rasa mcm nak buat reunion... reunion untuk bebudak college aku dulu... banyak keje nak buat nih... buat masa nih aku try collect contact number rakan sejahat masa college aku dulu... oh! harap harap project reunion nih menjadi... sungguh! aku sangat rindukan mereka... *post*

new layout...

My dear blog;

ok, new layout... but still under construction... *post*

coming soon...

My dear blog;

coming soon... *post*


p/s: garage sales part 1 still on...

garage sales part 1...

My dear blog;

The sales is on... Please do not hesitate to contact me if you are interested... all in 's' or 'xs' size... Please email or YM me for any details and how to purchase.

YM: farathebugbuster
email : bugdemall@yahoo.co.uk


2nd hand vintage skirts for you to grab

Items and prices as per below:

RM10

RM10

(super slim 3 quarter skirt)

RM10

RM15

RM15

the retro pocket

RM15

RM15
(3 quater skirt)

RM15

(3 quater skirt)

These are my fav:

RM25

RM25

sales @ bugdawold mall...

My dear blog;

Big sales at bugdaworld mall... Warehouse sales? Or Garage sales? You name it… Just wait for the next post… super duper cheap, the lowest price you ever had… *post*