my dear blog,
Good day. hello 2015, it's been ages... i know.
happily married + a wonderful daughter.
Alhamdulillah, my prayer has been answered.
*post*
Wednesday, May 13, 2015
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
the truth is...
my dear blog,
the truth is, it's not easy for me
u are going to be missed...
i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart)
goodbye
*post*
the truth is, it's not easy for me
u are going to be missed...
i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart)
goodbye
*post*
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
the speechless speech…
my dear blog,
when the trust cannot be trusted anymore, when the words cannot be written anymore
thus, i choose silence
*post*
when the trust cannot be trusted anymore, when the words cannot be written anymore
thus, i choose silence
*post*
Wednesday, November 09, 2011
the things we did to stay same...
my dear blog,
the laughter under the stars
the time you slept in my car
the people we made fun off
the walks we had in the rain
the places we used to hang
the things we did to stay same...
*post*
the laughter under the stars
the time you slept in my car
the people we made fun off
the walks we had in the rain
the places we used to hang
the things we did to stay same...
*post*
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
counting stars...
my dear blog,
"one day you may realize
you've lost the moon
while counting the stars..."
//{counting stars}
"one day you may realize
you've lost the moon
while counting the stars..."
//{counting stars}
from my lil red book
*post*
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Monday, December 27, 2010
ruin...
my dear blog,
"ruin is a gift...
ruin is the road for transformation..."
//{ruin}
from my lil red note book
*post*
ruin is the road for transformation..."
//{ruin}
from my lil red note book
*post*
Thursday, December 16, 2010
my lil red note book...
my dear blog,
herph... saya penah beli buku nota kecil di ikea beberapa tahun lalu, dulu saya rajin tulis apa apa yg terlintas di kepala saya, small notes from the book that i read, interesting wordings from the movie that i watched etc, apa apa saja la yang rasa rasa nak tulis, even budget bulanan dan bila saya benci seseorg mmg habis la saya conteng kat buku nota merah tu (semestinya saya tak tulis di sini).
semalam saya kemas2 bilik komputer saya a.k.a bilik kerja saya, haha! mmg bersepah, sebb masih byk barang2 yg kat dalam kotak lagi (berpindah dari rumah 2 tingkat ke apartment kecil - byk barang terlebih) . saya buka balik, baca selai2 apa yg saya tulis dlm tuh hahaha! ini nota2 kecil yang dari 5 tahun lepas (kira2) jadi ada yg kelaka, yg buat saya kembali marah dan sedih.
tapi saya rasa sudah tiba masa saya share sedkit nota2 kecil dlm buku nota merah yg kecil dan comel tu di sini. nanti la bila ada masa saya post, sekarang kerja sangat membebankan, saya penat buat benda yang berulang ulang dan membosan kan. i need a new adventure, a new job? neahhh!!! i just can't wait to start my own business (apsal la loan bank ni lambat sgt nak approve) .
{wish me luck}
*post*
herph... saya penah beli buku nota kecil di ikea beberapa tahun lalu, dulu saya rajin tulis apa apa yg terlintas di kepala saya, small notes from the book that i read, interesting wordings from the movie that i watched etc, apa apa saja la yang rasa rasa nak tulis, even budget bulanan dan bila saya benci seseorg mmg habis la saya conteng kat buku nota merah tu (semestinya saya tak tulis di sini).
semalam saya kemas2 bilik komputer saya a.k.a bilik kerja saya, haha! mmg bersepah, sebb masih byk barang2 yg kat dalam kotak lagi (berpindah dari rumah 2 tingkat ke apartment kecil - byk barang terlebih) . saya buka balik, baca selai2 apa yg saya tulis dlm tuh hahaha! ini nota2 kecil yang dari 5 tahun lepas (kira2) jadi ada yg kelaka, yg buat saya kembali marah dan sedih.
tapi saya rasa sudah tiba masa saya share sedkit nota2 kecil dlm buku nota merah yg kecil dan comel tu di sini. nanti la bila ada masa saya post, sekarang kerja sangat membebankan, saya penat buat benda yang berulang ulang dan membosan kan. i need a new adventure, a new job? neahhh!!! i just can't wait to start my own business (apsal la loan bank ni lambat sgt nak approve) .
{wish me luck}
*post*
Friday, December 03, 2010
Saturday, November 13, 2010
arch[it]ect...
my dear blog;
my mom once asked;
"kalau ada bf nak bf keje apa?"
answer : architect mcm ted mosby hahahahha!
*post*
my mom once asked;
"kalau ada bf nak bf keje apa?"
answer : architect mcm ted mosby hahahahha!
*post*
Friday, November 12, 2010
lets turn something random and turn into something awsome :) ...
my dear blog;
"it all began with a simple confession
you had an urge to kiss me and
i was on the verge to miss you
and it happen..."
but i guess it’s not the right time, and i hope we can just be friend… :)
but when the time will come, it will...
just give me some times...
[smile]
*post*
"it all began with a simple confession
you had an urge to kiss me and
i was on the verge to miss you
and it happen..."
but i guess it’s not the right time, and i hope we can just be friend… :)
but when the time will come, it will...
just give me some times...
[smile]
*post*
Saturday, October 23, 2010
sometimes [re-post]...
my dear blog,
"i miss you...
not the miss like getting a relationship...
it’s just i miss you..."
-robyn-
how i met your mother
::#nowlistening to sometimes by ash::
*post*
"i miss you...
not the miss like getting a relationship...
it’s just i miss you..."
-robyn-
how i met your mother
::#nowlistening to sometimes by ash::
*post*
Monday, September 20, 2010
Colourama 2010 [091010 is the day to remember!!]
my dear blog,
Video by Fariz Hanapiah (motiofixo.com)
Welcome to the second installment of COLOURAMA (held biennially), an event dedicated to the best and brightest from the realm of 8bit music and its related disciplines. The event showcases the use of the former heavyweight champions of computing; Commodore 64 and Amiga, Atari ST and 2600, Nintendo Entertainment System and Game Boy - all this in the form of audiovisual experience.
This event was and still is the platform for chiptune music, the first and still the only one in Malaysia but done at an international standard. Not only we features the local heroes but also our regional and international comrades too! COLOURAMA is not just a place to exchange ideas between the musicians but also to expose our kind of music, no matter how niche to new audience.
COLOURAMA has always been about combining the music and visuals to give the audience a euphoric experience that intertwines the nostalgic and fresh feelings. It is after all; based on hey days of 8bit era (1982 – 1990) and we really mean it.
Our love for all things 8bit, from the games to its culture extends to the realisation of this event. It shows with our selection of musicians and visual artists. We will revisit the days where we were constantly challenging ourselves with technology limitations. As for 2010, we are bringing you the best from Malaysia, Indonesia, Singapore and France. Lo and behold!
For more info: colourama.asia
*post*
Colourama 2010 - Promo Video from Colourama Event on Vimeo.
Video by Fariz Hanapiah (motiofixo.com)
Welcome to the second installment of COLOURAMA (held biennially), an event dedicated to the best and brightest from the realm of 8bit music and its related disciplines. The event showcases the use of the former heavyweight champions of computing; Commodore 64 and Amiga, Atari ST and 2600, Nintendo Entertainment System and Game Boy - all this in the form of audiovisual experience.
This event was and still is the platform for chiptune music, the first and still the only one in Malaysia but done at an international standard. Not only we features the local heroes but also our regional and international comrades too! COLOURAMA is not just a place to exchange ideas between the musicians but also to expose our kind of music, no matter how niche to new audience.
COLOURAMA has always been about combining the music and visuals to give the audience a euphoric experience that intertwines the nostalgic and fresh feelings. It is after all; based on hey days of 8bit era (1982 – 1990) and we really mean it.
Our love for all things 8bit, from the games to its culture extends to the realisation of this event. It shows with our selection of musicians and visual artists. We will revisit the days where we were constantly challenging ourselves with technology limitations. As for 2010, we are bringing you the best from Malaysia, Indonesia, Singapore and France. Lo and behold!
For more info: colourama.asia
*post*
Thursday, September 02, 2010
HIMYM...
my dear blog,
-robyn-
"i miss you...
not the miss like getting a relationship...
it’s just i miss you..."
-robyn-
how i met your mother
*post*
Sunday, August 15, 2010
puasakah kita?
my dear blog,
agak lama tak update...
selamat berpuasa semua... recently aku mcm malas nak update sebab... sebab... haha takde sebab... sebb aku agak bz dgn grobok (bz la sgt) hahaha baru je lepas presentation dgn kementerian... result? haha entah tgh berdebar tunggu...
herm... bulan puasa... benda tak best selalu jadi kat aku nak dekat2 bulan puasa... (tak nak bukak buku lama) , tapi tahun nih alhamdulillah... semua nye ok... mungkin aku takde attach dgn siapa2 buat masa nih... aku rasa skang lagi better kot ahahhaha!! gile la dah nak masuk 2 taun single 'ready to mingle' haha part ready to mingle tu takde la sgt... tapi semua ok ok aje... aku malas nak komen byk2 sebb aku taknak benda yang aku cakap akan berbalik kat aku balik... yelah mcm karma... buat baik dibalas baik, buat jahat dibalas jahat... paling takut kalau benda tu jadi sebb tuhan kalau nak tunjukan kuasa-Nya sekali petik je jadi... lagi satu doa org2 yg teraniaya adalah doa yg paling makbul.. jadi stop hurting someone's heart (apa yg aku cuba buat dlm bulan puasa ni) dan juga buat yang berkenaan dan yg tak sewaktu dgn nya... ahahahaha! cubit kulit sendiri, sendiri rasala (ok, merepek!)
dlm dunia yg serba canggih sekarang, apa yg kita cuba sorok pasti akan diketahui juga... dah nama world wide web ... tak ke wide tuh? aku diam, dan lihat ajala.. semoga 'peristiwa' itu menjadi tauladan dan pengajaran... kehidupan kan satu pembelajaran untuk menjadi org yang berguna dan dewasa... jadi belajarla... dan jangan la kita terlalu lantang memberi statement tanpa mengambil kira org yg di inputkan statement tuh merasa kecil atau hancur hati nya... tak tergamak aku untuk tersenyum atau bertepuk tangan gembira.. aku cuma jadikan nya sebagai pengajaran kepada diri sendiri yang kita kena sedar tinggi rendah langit yang kita junjung dan sentiasa mengikut resam padi yg masak... just keep it low and be humble...
sekarang ni aku nak diam diam aje... silence audience... silence is bliss (some said) , aku doakan yg baik baik aje... sebb i've been there and i know how the feel to be in that place... sometimes kita kena turunkan ego kita, yelah just keep it down and be humble...
ok sebelum tahap merepek aku lebih berlanjutan dan mengundang kecil hati ke sesetengah pihak, better aku stop...
may this ramadhan be as bright as ever, may this ramadhan bring joy, health and wealth to you... happy ramadhan al mubarak.....
notakaki : aku tak bleh tido sebenarnya....
*post*
agak lama tak update...
selamat berpuasa semua... recently aku mcm malas nak update sebab... sebab... haha takde sebab... sebb aku agak bz dgn grobok (bz la sgt) hahaha baru je lepas presentation dgn kementerian... result? haha entah tgh berdebar tunggu...
herm... bulan puasa... benda tak best selalu jadi kat aku nak dekat2 bulan puasa... (tak nak bukak buku lama) , tapi tahun nih alhamdulillah... semua nye ok... mungkin aku takde attach dgn siapa2 buat masa nih... aku rasa skang lagi better kot ahahhaha!! gile la dah nak masuk 2 taun single 'ready to mingle' haha part ready to mingle tu takde la sgt... tapi semua ok ok aje... aku malas nak komen byk2 sebb aku taknak benda yang aku cakap akan berbalik kat aku balik... yelah mcm karma... buat baik dibalas baik, buat jahat dibalas jahat... paling takut kalau benda tu jadi sebb tuhan kalau nak tunjukan kuasa-Nya sekali petik je jadi... lagi satu doa org2 yg teraniaya adalah doa yg paling makbul.. jadi stop hurting someone's heart (apa yg aku cuba buat dlm bulan puasa ni) dan juga buat yang berkenaan dan yg tak sewaktu dgn nya... ahahahaha! cubit kulit sendiri, sendiri rasala (ok, merepek!)
dlm dunia yg serba canggih sekarang, apa yg kita cuba sorok pasti akan diketahui juga... dah nama world wide web ... tak ke wide tuh? aku diam, dan lihat ajala.. semoga 'peristiwa' itu menjadi tauladan dan pengajaran... kehidupan kan satu pembelajaran untuk menjadi org yang berguna dan dewasa... jadi belajarla... dan jangan la kita terlalu lantang memberi statement tanpa mengambil kira org yg di inputkan statement tuh merasa kecil atau hancur hati nya... tak tergamak aku untuk tersenyum atau bertepuk tangan gembira.. aku cuma jadikan nya sebagai pengajaran kepada diri sendiri yang kita kena sedar tinggi rendah langit yang kita junjung dan sentiasa mengikut resam padi yg masak... just keep it low and be humble...
sekarang ni aku nak diam diam aje... silence audience... silence is bliss (some said) , aku doakan yg baik baik aje... sebb i've been there and i know how the feel to be in that place... sometimes kita kena turunkan ego kita, yelah just keep it down and be humble...
ok sebelum tahap merepek aku lebih berlanjutan dan mengundang kecil hati ke sesetengah pihak, better aku stop...
may this ramadhan be as bright as ever, may this ramadhan bring joy, health and wealth to you... happy ramadhan al mubarak.....
notakaki : aku tak bleh tido sebenarnya....
*post*
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
kula shaker...
my dear blog,
kalau ada yg cancel tak jadi pergi and nak jual ticket tu sila ym saya ye...
ym : farathebugbuster
thanking you in advance
Note : Nevermind, we decided not to go anyway :)
*post*
kalau ada yg cancel tak jadi pergi and nak jual ticket tu sila ym saya ye...
ym : farathebugbuster
thanking you in advance
Note : Nevermind, we decided not to go anyway :)
*post*
in the making...
my dear blog,
good times for a change
see, the luck I've had
can make a good man
turn bad
so please please please
let me, let me, let me
let me get what I want
this time
haven't had a dream in a long time
see, the life I've had
can make a good man bad
so for once in my life
let me get what I want
lord knows, it would be the first time
lord knows, it would be the first time
song: please please please let me get what i want
by the smiths
note: i need magic this time *pray hard*
*post*
good times for a change
see, the luck I've had
can make a good man
turn bad
so please please please
let me, let me, let me
let me get what I want
this time
haven't had a dream in a long time
see, the life I've had
can make a good man bad
so for once in my life
let me get what I want
lord knows, it would be the first time
lord knows, it would be the first time
song: please please please let me get what i want
by the smiths
note: i need magic this time *pray hard*
*post*
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
once in a while, in my busy life... i do think about you... and all the fun and jokes that we used to laugh together...
my dear blog,
i carry your heart with me
i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it (anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet)
i want no world (for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)
By E E Cummings
*post*
i carry your heart with me
i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it (anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet)
i want no world (for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)
By E E Cummings
*post*
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